Where is the recipe?

Heh
Need some one to teach me how to emo
stress is piling up as well
stupid exams
least scott pilgrim brighten my day
cool songs and shit
fuh
debates in my head has began
who will win?
i wonder
argh
life is sucky and interesting like that
the curse of choices
one will lead to another
till no end
or till you end
yeah
ending it
why the heck im writing short phrases per line
weird
crap
im doing it again
haha
who cares
screw the grammar
time to scream it out
rock it loud
dont forget to shout
others aren't allowed
lets freak freak out the audience around
hahaha
that ryhmes
me losing my head?
too late eh?
why ppl always view me the same thing?
am i that boring?
since long i can remember
i always been labeled the same barcode
like seriously
do i need to change?
hurm
i wonder would that be nice?
cause lately
everything seems sooo routine
like a freaking robot
HATING IT!!!
like seriously
need something new
something that could catch me off guard
like geting lost in the forest
or the front lawn
doesn't matter
losing interests is a problem apparently
makes me lose focus
total blur for life
WAH!!!
damn long wey!
nyahahaha
try to keep up then
still got meters to go
just stop now
before you turn blind
the demon is writing
reading more will be bad for your life span
the demon has put a spell on these words
every words are read by the reader, a second of the readers life's span shall be taken away
NO JOKE!!!
see how many words now youre reading!
just stop
NOW
.
.
Please
.
.
why are u reading this?
better question here would be
WHY AM I STILL WRITING???
Thanks for wasting your time reading this
it has lead you to absolute boredom
haha
I have a problem
a serious problemas
and yet
i'l take it to the grave
no one will know
none shall find out
sad huh?
not really
sounds more heroic if you as me
probably in denial
nyahahahaha
someone is stalking me
a ninja of the dark
i'm unable to see him
that is so cool huh?
walking around without people seeing you.
bubye