Cookie Jar

Here we go. Exams are over, emotional unstable still lingers, guilt trip from parents haven't started. Result here is, more unstable emotions due to parents and my top notch failure at exams. Job well done. Broke as hell btw, so there wont be me travelling to clear my head for once. Doing constant exercise is a routine to get back in shape and stamina. On the side note, my mind still wanders at the past, longing for the memories once embraced by me as high as sky no matter good memories or a embarrassing ones. Yeah. Its still there. Still thinking bout her.... What a way to spend my holidays. Need help from Tristana Milena and Orlando Heath.

Bye Bye Cookie

Got ROBBED!!! No more laptop...Bastards m..th..rfu..ker! My laptop is gone, my money is gone. Im psychologically unstable currently, slept for freaking 2 days till my housemates got all worried and shit. What good friends I have eh? Owh yeah, im having exam later. like in 5 hours? hahahaha... Im f..ck..d! My laptop got robbed is how show to my mum Happy Mother's Day. What a son eh? Taadaa!

Cookie for Dessert

By the way, I would like to thank Tristana Milena for being with me and some how manage to pull me out from the dumps... Eventhough she wasnt helping much at all. Hahaha... But then again, it is comforting for me that there are people out there, not just Tristana Milena, that are willing to pick me up when I reach rock bottom eventhough my original choice were to stay rock bottom alone. Taadaa and Bazingga! Muahahahaha.

Choking on a Cookie

I wonder...Why did I react that way... Was it dumb of me or did I just had to do it just because my feelings for her still lingers strongly...? It greatly affects me when ever there is room for my brain to think about the past... Some would say that asking those who understands you would help get over this hurdle or atleast ease the pain. I personally however doubt it. No matter how much a single person understands me, none could help as there are no answer, no alternatives, no help. Here i am, thinking, deeply whether is it just me or is she not fine at all? Meh. To think such trivial matters wont do me much good. There are no way of turning back, she is completely done with me. As for me, I dont feel sad about it at all. Neither im happy with it ofcourse. It is just a blank. Like my head during the Consti exam. Man that sucks.