Hunger for that Cookie

Things are over...And yet i still look back eventho i cant turn the wheels of time. Some say i did a stupid thing. Some beg to differ. But what matters is that it is da past. And yet, this foreseable future is beyong what i anticipated. Is dis good? or is it bad? I dont know anymore. I have completely lost it. No sense of direction what so ever. And yet, i still havent scream for help. I still maintain that im alrite. True. There are a few times i do feel alrite. But reality kick me back to realise i cant just make myself ignore or forget the wonderful times i had...Haih...Why i kept on crying...I want to be strong for god sake...To stand again...Here is the choice in mind... Continue on or talk? Help me decide then. I want the answer

Where is the Cookie?

Perhaps i lost my way...
Or its just an illusion within my brain...
Should i reconsider?
Or none of the above.
Exam is coming.
And yet i failed dis small test.
Was i unprepared?
Should i anticipate it to be coming at end after so long?
Shud i let it go or is it here to stay once more?
Questions and questions
Begin to flood like a river
And yet its sunshine here
Think im goin nuts here
Mumble and rumble
Beginning to tumble like a small thimble?
Told you
Not making sense
But im thankful
My best people is searching hard
Very hard indeed
Hope they do find it soon
Im lost without it
Thanks people
Owe u guys and girls big time

Where is the recipe for the Cookie?

Exam week. Basically its a norm to for every students around the world where some would be ready for it, some even look forward to it, others will be panicking about it and few will just plan to cheat or ignore the whole thing. Usually, I would have a few textbook running up to my nose. But not this exam week. I still wonder why. Im quite sure Im not being overconfident in this. Usually, around 2 weeks before, i have around a few stacks of paper containing my own handwriting, mostly researching about the upcoming exam. So that when there are a few days left, I would be enjoying myself instead of studying since im very much prepared. Well got to go now, got to study.