No idea for a Cookie recipe to satisfy such hunger

I think I'm in pain or something else I'm feeling. Got no clue. Sometimes upset, sometimes emotional, sometimes irrational. Currently having a company helps a little. Reading some random books that has nothing to do with my studies also helps. Damn I love books and reading them. I think I prefer to be a librarian now. Random? I doubt it. Loved reading since I was 3 years old I think?

Besides the fact, I still cant figure out or solve the puzzle why I'm feeling like this. I would describe it but even I do not know what it is. Which is better? A doctor for me or a psychologist examining me? Symptoms or problems? What is the reason of this problem is also beyond me. Frankly I might think it is exams coming up. Or the unsettling fear of me failing such exams and possibly drop out from college. I have to be honest though, the idea of being a drop-out is quite attractive even though it will be hard on me financially and 'future-ly'.

That is all then. FYI, Dean is awesome than Sam Winchester. Adios!

Time Warp Emo Recipe is Not Advisable to follow for baking this Cookie

I AM EMO! AM HIDING FOR A WHILE TEMPORARILY. HAIH