Cookie Cavity

What is it now? I have enough people telling me what to do. Do I look like Im that in need of help? Or atleast try to be more secretive or discreet about it? Posting like dat and telling people what you want me to do is just a nightmare. If u insist on doing as such, fine. But not in the eyes of the public please! Just seeing me being single doesn't mean i want to be together with another one! So shut it, back off, and leave me ALONE!!! Right now, I prefer to be left as it is. Since you're my father, just do it by email if you are STUBBORN in wanting me to "be-friend" another homosapien. Btw, life sucks. Dont give a crap much currently. Least i get to see my blood again. I miss da pain. Ciow

Can I Make My Own Cookie?

Highly doubtful. Grateful? Very very much. But Im very reluctant... To turn back to you and to move on... I do miss her...Really do... There is no way I could throw away 2 years just like that. Also made very good memories along the way. And there are times on my phone, as i finish typing, i never had the courage to press send. Not even once. U said I deserved better than you. I dont think so. In every fight, im the one who messed up, screws up, hurted you, made you you unhappy, depressed, angry, fed-up and so on. I could go all day with this and you know its true. So yeah, just proves that im no where even near to deserve you. So, nevermind. I shall leave you alone. No more stalking youre blog. That is all. Millions of words are running in my head but I couldnt catch it all. Oblivious as always.

Small Portion of a Cookie

Latest news ladies and gentleman, i flunk my contract law by a close margin... 7 out of 40... Haih...What i am goin to do... This is very very bad... Everything is bad lately... Additionally, I too wonder if i go back to her, things will be back as usual...I keep thinking and thinking bout the good times i do had with her and more forgetting the others... But i couldnt... Whats done is done... Im certain that she deserves better than whatever I am... Furthermore, with sad news, my parents are trying to get me to "be friend" with this girl they meet. They however fail to notice that i just want to be alone rite now...Atleast unattached...Heck, if i do like her anyway, i still want not to be a couple for the time being...Lets just put it as a bad time to do so...Haih...

Hunger for that Cookie

Things are over...And yet i still look back eventho i cant turn the wheels of time. Some say i did a stupid thing. Some beg to differ. But what matters is that it is da past. And yet, this foreseable future is beyong what i anticipated. Is dis good? or is it bad? I dont know anymore. I have completely lost it. No sense of direction what so ever. And yet, i still havent scream for help. I still maintain that im alrite. True. There are a few times i do feel alrite. But reality kick me back to realise i cant just make myself ignore or forget the wonderful times i had...Haih...Why i kept on crying...I want to be strong for god sake...To stand again...Here is the choice in mind... Continue on or talk? Help me decide then. I want the answer

Where is the Cookie?

Perhaps i lost my way...
Or its just an illusion within my brain...
Should i reconsider?
Or none of the above.
Exam is coming.
And yet i failed dis small test.
Was i unprepared?
Should i anticipate it to be coming at end after so long?
Shud i let it go or is it here to stay once more?
Questions and questions
Begin to flood like a river
And yet its sunshine here
Think im goin nuts here
Mumble and rumble
Beginning to tumble like a small thimble?
Told you
Not making sense
But im thankful
My best people is searching hard
Very hard indeed
Hope they do find it soon
Im lost without it
Thanks people
Owe u guys and girls big time

Where is the recipe for the Cookie?

Exam week. Basically its a norm to for every students around the world where some would be ready for it, some even look forward to it, others will be panicking about it and few will just plan to cheat or ignore the whole thing. Usually, I would have a few textbook running up to my nose. But not this exam week. I still wonder why. Im quite sure Im not being overconfident in this. Usually, around 2 weeks before, i have around a few stacks of paper containing my own handwriting, mostly researching about the upcoming exam. So that when there are a few days left, I would be enjoying myself instead of studying since im very much prepared. Well got to go now, got to study.

Rotten Cookie

Haih... I didnt ask for a fight neither wanting it... I didnt ask to have work to be done and felt tired the whole day... But that is reality... Im fighting and im tired... Let me clarify this before assumptions is made... Im not tired of her... Im only tired physically, and tired of fightin and tired of 1 word reply... Ofcourse, i shall not be one sided saying im not guilty at all... I too have my own faults that perhaps outweight from hers... How i wish that i could just not repeat the same mistake over and over again... It would be an honour and a pleasure to do what she asked and fully satisfied what ever she needs from the smallest of things to the grandest agenda of time... What she asked from me today that leads to this fight is a small request, and there is no question about that... And i am sorry for not be able to fulfill such request... Perhaps i could not justify it, neither intends to do so, but i admit its my fault... But hear me out, its not like i do not want to wake up, or im doin it on purpose... im tired... dats the end to it... haih... please not fight bout dis... not even an hour, or a day...especially for a week...